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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Yan's♥
syifa, 16nov93hyper_syifa93@hotmail.com Female,Sixteen. I love red, chocolates, donuts, piggyback rides, long bus rides, R1, the waves, the beach, novels, horror movies, hugs, smiles & laughters, my gerlfrens, my ncc, chalets, cute pictures, and i pretty much love my life(: You mess up my life,i’ll mess yours back. — Syifa♥Sufiyan 27/5/11 — Ryan Sheckler is my idol^^ Archives
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Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Happy 2nd Monthsary love. Today, on the 27th of July, marks our 2nd month together. So i wanna dedicate this post to my dearest boyfriend, Muhammad Sufiyan. <3 The first few part is for my dear readers. Just for the sake of sharing our love story with all of you. It's quite a long one this time round, so just read on if you like to. So here it goes...... We met thru facebook actually, he added me up and we then talked via fb message. After months talking to each other or rather, getting to know more about each other......we soon became closer. Initially i thought he's just the same like any other guys out there. And like i said, after months in the process of getting to know each other, i somehow could feel it....... i could feel that im starting to develop some feelings for him. I tried to deny it actually cus i honestly, do not want to think its love cus that kind of love hurts, isnt it? Ive gone thru the stage of losing someone i truly love....a lot of times tho, so i just dowant to feel hurt again. I began to think of all the negative stuffs. Like, what if he's just playing with my feelings and all. So still, my heart was not ready for this thing i called love. Or actually, relationship? I kinda had a hard time bt well.....when ure in love and u truly love that someone, u just cud feel it right? U just cud feel that he's really the one fr u. The one u want to spend the rest of your life with. And yeah, that's what i felt at that point of time. So we went out on a couple of dates and that one day, i went back thinking that he's really not bad afterall. And i felt so sure of my feelings and yes, i really do love him. This guy really captured my heart................ So, on the 27th of May, we were officially together. On that particular day, we went to Sentosa and spent the day there. It was pretty normal at first, just like the rest of our day out together. Bt indeed, on that day, it was particularly different. Firstly, we went for the Tiger Sky Tower. After that, we decided to eat as both of us were already super hungry. So we went to eat at this fancy restaurant, somewhere around there. The place was neat, nice, good for couples esp. Bt just one thing, both yan & me dislike.....hmmm the service there was not what u expected. Nothing similar to what u expect like in a restaurant. There were China workers all around and they talked just like how u see those people working at the hawker centre. Anw besides that, it was still okay. The food was nice tho bt the price...... hmmmm well u cud get cheaper better food and better service than that. Okay enough of that. After that, we walked and bought tix for the skyride and the luge. Cant deny it was super awesome!!! Hehehehehehe. Cus firstly, yan 'proposed' to me while we were on the skyride. Sweet isnt? Yan told me there was supposed to be fireworks behind us bt nah its okay tho, without the fireworks, it was still so sweet of u, darling. Actually, i kinda still rmbr the time and all. I think its around 8pm like that? And we're officially together. No words cud describe how happy i was at the moment. Hehehe. Okay so move on....we went for the luge after that and it was just greatttttt!! It was sooooo fun that u want to try it for the second time :D So after all the fun we had at Sentosa, its time for us to head home. While walking to the carpark, i still rmbr how happy yan was, i can still rmbr clearly that smile on his face. The way he told me that he was so happy that we're finally together. It was really the best time of my life. That day, 27th of May, is the day of happiness and it all begins from there...........right up to how we are now. 2nd month together and we're still like the two oh-so-lovely-happy-go-lucky-lovebirds, 2 months ago<3 People said that we wont stay this happy always, we will eventually come to a day when we will face trials in our relationships. Or in fact, we already had. Bt all i can say is that, it simply make us much more stronger. To my love, never let me go, stay with me because im gonna stick with u forever. I know that we already faced trials in our relationship bt promise me that we will never be apart. No matter what, i will still love u the same, baby. Last but not least, this is the part that ive been wanting to tell each and everyone of you, including my dearest boyfriend. Yan is the sweetest guy ive ever met so far and the best ive ever had. He's the most caring person i know and to be frank, ive never felt love like this before. Sufiyan♥ He's the guy that never fail to text me a goodnight message no matter how tired he is. The guy that will surprise me with his sweet goodnight message, when initially he told me that he's going to bed straightaway.<3 He's the guy that will always make my day feel better and make me smile upon reading his goodmorning message. They guy that i can otp with till late at night, for hours and hours everyday, without feeling bored.<3 He's the guy that will give me long text messages cus he knows i love all of those. He's also the guy that i can joke around and laugh out loud with. (rmbr what happened @ cineleisure, baby? hehe) He's the guy that u can just spill out everything that is in ur heart and he'll always be there listening to u & u just know that he's always there whenever u need him.<3 He's the guy that will know just the right thing to say to soften your heart whenever ure mad cus the next thing u know is, ure already laughing and forgotten about whatever ure mad at earlier. He's the only guy i know that i can just show tons of pictures of pretty gerls out there but i wont get jealous of it cus i know there's only one gerl in his heart, and thats me.<3 He's the guy that knows me really well.......like when something's bothering me, or when im not okay or even when im lying.... He's the guy that i can never get angry at cus just by looking at his face or rather, just by seeing his name on my hp, im already smiling like one crazy gerl. (hee yesss im madly in love with this guy) Sooooooo u see why its difficult for me to get mad at him, thus we will never ever have a big fight in the future. I hope. So, thats all for today. I hope you like it dear. Cus its sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Hehe gdnightz! I loveeeeeeeeeee you soooooooo muchhhhhhhh baby!! Mwahmwahmwahmwah! :D Labels: for the rest of my life. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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